We are on vacation this week with my husbands family. There is nothing like sleeping with the sound of waves right outside your window. Even, when my husband needs to get up in the middle of the night to pee or relieve a leg cramp. The sound of the waves puts us back to blissful sleep.
My husband’s coughing and extreme tiredness are still there, but the change of environment really helps, with the stress and worry. It is harder for us to focus on the negatives while looking out across the crystal clear ocean. Things are just calmer. My husband gets to relax and take it easy.
Don’t get me wrong, his cancer is still there in the back of our minds but for now it is just nice to relax. The kids are playing with their cousins and my husband is showing his brother around the resort, feeling proud to share this vacation with them.
It is nice spending quality time with his family in such an amazing place. If only we could hit the pause button and stay like this forever. No stress, no worries, no doctors appointments, no cancer. Just being.
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