Secret Cancer

I believe in the power of prayer and in miraculous healing. Doctors say all the time that believing in a higher power helps people do better during treatment. Cancer disappears without a cause all the time. Miracles do happen.

God can and has saved people from cancer. I have seen miracles happen in my own life. My prayers have been answered many times before. We pray and we pray. We hope for a miracle but I’m still plagued with doubt.

The doubt comes from seeing so many other people die from cancer surrounded by prayer warriors. Why did they die when so many people prayed that they would not? A dear friend of mine just lost her husband to lung cancer. They were surrounded by love, prayers and support. But he still died. Faith is just not so simple.

I pray that my husband will survive. I hope for a miracle. I listen to the doctors, but they do not have all the answers. They are human. My friends do not have all the answers. They are human. The internet does not have all the answers because it was created by humans. I need to trust in a higher power. I find comfort in the fact that even if we do not have the answers there is a God out there that does.

My faith may not save my husband or rid cancer from the earth, but it gives me hope in a better tomorrow. It gives me hope that there is something better out there in the universe. It gives me hope in an afterlife. If the worst happens, I will be able to be with my husband again someday. I need my faith more than ever.

Believing to me, gives me strength to continue on. It gives me hope that my husband can be cured and it gives me comfort when I start to doubt. Regardless of where our cancer journey takes us I am thankful that I have faith I can rely on. For now, I am praying for survival. Please pray for us. 🙏