My husband is home but really fatigued. He does everything in slow motion. I am worried that this may be his last Christmas and he will probably not make it past this week. I cannot explain how fast things have changed for us. I’m in shock.
He has been in and out of consciousness and doesn’t realize how bad he is. He says he is fine and not really tired. It is hard to see someone, so strong, crumble. The doctors cannot explain why he is suddenly like this. All his test came back relatively normal. They seem as confused as he is.
He is finally on sick leave but his company does not really know how bad off he is. They put a press release together stating that he is taking a temporary leave of absence due to medical treatment and they wish him a speedy recovery. I’m not sure there will be any recovery.
This is so hard. At least, the doctors did not find anything on his brain scans and he got to come home. Maybe, he is fatigued because everything finally caught up to him. Not many people fight cancer for two and half years and run a international business. Maybe all he needs is rest.
Secret Cancer 
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