We met with my husbands oncologist today. He informed us that we have lost our cancer fight. Now, it is just a matter of time. There is nothing more that can be done. This news was not shocking. We have been through a lot, these past few weeks. It is just the last thing to solidify this tragedy. My husband is going to die. He is going to leave us. Nothing, I do or say is going to change this fact.
He fought so hard and so bravely. Even now, he is only thinking about us. He wants to make sure we are going to be financially secure without him. I’m broken inside. Shattered into a thousand pieces. Money is not everything. I would rather be poor living on the street with him by my side than live a life full of riches without him. What is money, when you have no one to share it with?
We have had this amazing life together. We have shared so many wonderful experiences, together. I regret nothing. I would do it all over again. He has given me the world and now he is forced to leave it behind. It is just so hard to have been given 17 wonderful years with this man and for it all to be coming to an end. WHY? I am a firm believer in “there is always a meaning behind everything.” What is the meaning of this?
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